Just gonna do Chinese like I usually do when ordering delivery.

I feel bad for asking because I’m already struggling with other bills, but shit has been going on for me that’s made today incredibly depressing and rough in several regards.

My girlfriend has been dealing with a lot of stress, and though I love her to death, worrying about her own stress has transferred some awful feelings of stress on me myself. I know, logically, I’m not “responsible” for how she feels, but that doesn’t mean that my emotions won’t feel some degree of responsible or at least impacted during these times.

On top of that, I didn’t even eat today because I haven’t gone to the grocery store in a minute. I was going to use a small portion of money to get cheap stuff like beans, but we’ve been having extreme weather warnings concerning rain, wind, and cold (by my state’s standards), and I can’t leave the house comfortably, especially since I do everything by walking and don’t have a “good” jacket, and the hunger just piles on more stress unfortunately. The gloomy weather doesn’t help me either.

Anyone who is willing to help is greatly appreciated, but I totally understand if people cannot.

$QuingCrimson is my Cash App, and I have Venmo, Paypal, and Zelle as well (DM for those.) GrubHub, Uber Eats, and DoorDash gift cards are fine.